Just now, very quickly, I feel like vomiting from this horrific and deeply embedded sadness my heart carries.
I can't think about the reality of really being alone. Really. No uh, people, or drugs. I am alone right now.
Everyone that I get close to... hurts me in the most sincerely inadvertent way. And I feel so sad that it's my brain doing that, shoving me back to square one.
